Wednesday, January 03, 2007
11:21 PM
started work toady... it was so borrring... i was basically paid to scan stuffs... haha... it pays, but its kinda boring. and to add onto it the computer is really slow running like photoshop 5.5? hah... think its even older den me... hur hur...
anyway... kinda weird to say this but i'm not really stressed over the job, but more of my time. feel kinda stupid to start work without even knowing how much i'm paid or wad is my working hours... more of the working hours that i'm worried about... praying that it will not clash with both my pastoral and ministry stuffs... haha...
tml we should be having a caregroup. but looking at the confirmation... my side of the caregroup there is like no one going... and the attendence now is only 4...
listening to the song "at the foot of the Cross"... i keep on telling myself to not care my burdens on me, but to lay them at the foot of the Cross instead....
finally poured out my emotions to God yesterday night. somehow... it felt warmth... i have never felt how real the word is in my life. how practical it is towards my life. i was listening to the song "worship You alone" and after that i simply poured out everything in my heart... just as i used to do... just as i did in encounter... haha... just that this time, the warmth is stronger.... hahas... should have done that long ago...
come to think of it... i feel sad about the group... but at the same time... i feel comfored that if i were to try my best... God will pick up the remaining lots and finish it... =D
+ AMEN
